I Quit the Going-Home Club for a Girl with a Venomous Tongue - Chapter 123

Chapter 123 – 17:05

College break was long. Before I knew it, summer had ended and winter was coming up quickly.

The streets were lined with bare trees with fallen leaves decorating the sidewalks. It made crunchy noises whenever you stepped on them.

It was the first winter after I graduated from high school and became a freshman in the university. Looking back, my daily life was peaceful.

My social life was good and stable. Back in middle and high school, school was the only real place I could go to and even then, the teachers were monitoring the place closely. Compared to that, the real world was colder and more indifferent.

New Year came, another cycle of seasons repeated again this year.

When I was younger, I used to imagine that the world the adults around me lived in was like a completely different world. If I stepped in that world, it would feel like I stepped into a foreign country with a whole different language and culture. The old photos at my mom’s house were the only way for me to tell that I’ve grown up ever since then. Deep inside, I still felt like a kid. Maybe I stopped growing mentally when I reached middle school.

“You’d probably be surprised.”

I’ve lost count on how many times I came to visit you.

“Last winter was fun. It was my first winter living by myself so I was a little nervous about it, but I could invite my friends over for dinner. Living by myself isn’t as scary as I had thought. I can do everything I want as long as I feel like it.”

I flipped through my diary and opened the spring entries.

“I became a second year last spring. Yeah, I’m already a second year. I know, right? I’m surprised too. I’m doing well in the university, I haven’t failed a class yet. Oh yeah, do you remember Makoto? I heard he broke up with Ruka. I don’t know the details, we haven’t been able to meet because he has been busy. You should ask him yourself when you’re awake, okay?

I turned the diary page over. There weren’t many interesting things happening, at most, it only happened once a month or so. Unlike other people my age, my daily life was monotonous. I bet if those people were to keep a diary like me, they would have a more exciting one.

I told him about my daily life without missing anything. I knew he couldn’t hear me. But I’ve heard somewhere that there were cases where coma patients were actually conscious. They could hear you well, they just couldn’t move their bodies. I imagined him living in that kind of hell and instinctively gripped his hand tightly.

Eventually, I reached the last page of my diary. From there onwards, the remaining pages were blank pages that would eventually be written by me in the future.

“I’m already an adult now. Just a while ago, I turned 20 ahead of you. Time doesn’t stand still even when you’re asleep, so you’re already 20 too… We’re slowly turning into the elderly.”

The curtains swayed slowly as a slight cold breeze blew through the window. That time of the year was approaching again, huh? I turned my gaze to his closed eyes.

“It’s been two years since you started sleeping like this. I’ve been waiting for you since that day. I’m a university student now. I’m already twenty years old now. Ugin-san has already taken her entrance exam… Two years have passed, but you still haven’t woken up and I still haven’t remembered anything about you… Yet, I miss you so much… If God really does exist, he is quite terrible, isn’t he?”

I looked at my watch. 17:00.

I let go of his hand and slung my bag over my shoulder.

“I have to go now. See you soon.”

When I put my hand on the door, suddenly my whole body stiffened.